I'm learning...

I’m learning to stand up after a tragic fall

I’m learning to live in hardship eventho it’s so pain

I’m learning to forget and hoping to forgive

I’m learning to ignore than to bother

I’m learning to enjoy life as others

I’m still learning…

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Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take
I felt this way before
So insecure

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...


-Crawling by Linkinpark